I just happen to be here

The stuff I write pretty much comes up on it’s own. I just happen to be here to catch some of it and then I imagine there must be some way to actually talk about and even be in direct relationship with the source.

And I have this idea that I can and do have a relationship with the source that allows me some influence over material outcomes. This extraphysical “stuff” that comes up is at least mildly analogous to water flowing up into a stream in the air like a fountain and I can metaphorically reach out and touch it and see how it responds to me and I can see ways to use that flow to cause intended outcomes.

I just saw a vision of me sort of jogging up to join some others at a location where something that I didn’t see was flowing. We all had something strange going on with our hands and feet which appeared to have circular areas on our palms and the soles of our feet and they looked like they were painted white. It may have been part of a costume a tool of the trade. We form a circle around the energy flowing upward, barely visible to me, and using our hands and various positions and movements around the circle we are somehow directing the flow.

I got a sense of some very old tradition and I was hurrying up to join the others in this experience as if it were the first time for me. I also have a sense that I have prepared for this first experience in ways that have the others confident and secure in having me join them. I think the training had mostly to do with being fully open to complete, mind-boggling awe inside a space and time where love was somehow the highest level force in charge - specifically without any possibility of violence or causing suffering among ourselves and in relation to all of life and our planet as a whole. It was some version of making love to our whole planet and I was a virgin.

To be continued.